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My life does not feel survivable

This is very relatable haha. I don't have much time though, so I'll keep it short.

For 2, don't hesitate to reach out to mutual aid groups. A lot of trans people help each other getting money to combat homelessness or afford HRT. DIY HRT groups are also more supportive in that regard.

For 3, I'm not sure how to fix that either. It's hard, but to make connections, I usually open up about my hobbies or inquire about theirs, and get into it too. I still end up feeling alienated to the group in the end, so I'm not sure if it's that great of an advice.

For 4, I'm not sure if I'm reading this properly, you seem to have a pretty deterministic view of things. Existentialism is scary, because it gives you full agency. It's what made me realize that I had the power to chose for myself. It feels daunting, but sometimes, it's what you need. Your a person in certain circumstances, and now you can chose what to do about it.