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"US Person": is a red flag for financial institutions in Europe

american in europe here,

this is true. it's very nearly impossible to open a bank account. There is exactly one bank in Switzerland who allows americans to open accounts, UBS. So far no banks in france have allowed me to open an account, even though I have a french residency permit. This makes it nearly impossible to take loans to buy things like houses or cars. Basically life here is impossible because being american fucking sucks.

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If you lose your memories, are "you" dead? If a close relative/friend lose their memories, are they still "your relative/friend"? What the hell even is memory? How sentimental are you about memories?

Depression struggled with me for several years, I lost my ability to recall events which happened in my life. I had knowledge of my life's events, but I wasn't able to actually recall any of them. My son's birth, my parents' faces, etc. I felt dead inside and considered myself already dead, even if my mortal coil still churned on like some kind of pale imitation of life.

Anyway, one day, a traumatic event from my past resurfaced itself, and I was forced to confront it. After that, I slowly began regaining my memories which had been locked away. I made the choice to leave an abusive relationship, I reconnected with my loved ones from my earlier life. I still sometimes hear the whisper in my ear to end it all, but it's not as persistent, not as loud. I can touch the memory of the trauma without feeling like a pit just opened within me.

I guess what I'm saying is, I was dead when I lost my memories, and when I got them back, I am alive again.