I am around 40.
Been living alone since 2018.
I wish if I lived in a town bouse/villa not in apartment.
Going sitting outside... I miss that.
Recently I realized I am not intellectually disabled, I am just mentally retarded, meaning I have a slow cpu.
Before realizing that, I learned finally how to clean and wipe the bothroom floor without going crazy and spending a long time. It used to take hours, I do.it.under 15 minutes...OH YEAH BABY.
I BAVE a hypothesis, that maybe if I changed apartment, I will have this problem again. I think not, but maybe.
I also learned.. I forgot, I have e learned two things this year and it took me decades.
I have MCI, suspected, there is no real test to know, just a random neurologist testing you with a short exam.
2026 been tough, dude, I am from the country which is attacked but Donald the orange boy, and I am in a country where they might deport me any day. I was born here, dude.
Hope that won't happen.