I have been going "crazy" that's what I call it.

I didn't know why until the humidity reached above 70% and caused mu ceiling light dripping water. So i got a hygrometer and observed it. So for years i have been in pain not knowing why!

I under 55% i am kinda ok, steady 60% and sometimes going above make me angry, can't sleep

I can't buy a dehumidifier without family help, but i cut ties with them. I have rules that i sat and that prevent me from buying stuff, damn you father.

My sugar daddy also known as my biological daddy, is a bad father. Good man, but a bad father.

I am tired, i really want death when it gets high, but then change my mind when the poison goes away.

Taking shower helps... A LOT! I feel ok for an hour or so.

Share your pain if similar

cross-posted from: https://midwest.social/post/3693152

cross-posted from: https://sh.itjust.works/post/58854348

We beat back the politicians! Meanwhile Paul still does not trust me unless Mallow is around. And I can't get the picture of Paul to load so here's Hazel.

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In 2004 we received the first Letter from Parents with a child on the austism spectrum concerning "Bernd das Brot". People reach out to us to this day and so I thought, I might give a little summary to show you that you are not alone. The Video is in english, because we get so many reactions about Bernd from all over the world.

cross-posted from: https://piefed.zip/post/491912

cross-posted from: https://midwest.social/post/3693152

Today we vote! Will it count? I live in America so...

Dash does not care where we live.

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I dont mean the experience of autism being awesome, its often in my experience, absolutely fucking terrible. What I mean is that the word autism itself that explains me and thats awesome. It makes it so much easier to accept myself.

Even better, there are communties around autism (as you can see lol) so I dont feel so alone. I can learn from other people how to cope that actually are similar to me.

My friends often joke about autistic experiences/observatiobs (a few of us are autistic), and while perhaps thats something to be careful about, I feel as though I just dont need to worry about being weird around them. They understand that I may say odd things or stutter, or whatever else. The knowledge of the autistic experience aids with this. (although not required, since empathy and paitence are things).

it feels as though the word autism washes away all the times ive been called weird or a freak, called a sook or whatever else. I know I should improve myself despite my limitations, but knowing the limitations are there and therefore not to be so hard on myself is so relieving.

The thought of this word never being in my life and I just wonder what the hell is wrong with me is so damn lonely. I guess I did experience that throughout my childhood, and it did indeed feel terrible.

Anyway, midnight rant over.

Hope you all have a wonderful day/night.

-Minty

Inspired by a recent thread. This question might be triggering, so be careful. For me, even imagining these sounds is mildly upsetting.

Basically, which noises immediately ruin your day? For me it's mostly sudden loud sounds, in order of most awful descending:

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• Unmuffled compression brakes (when trucks or buses stop and go BANG)
• Smoke detector / emergency alarms
• Emergency services sirens
• Balloons popping
• Car horns / honking
• Angle grinders
• People practically smashing plates while violently washing dishes
• Vacuum cleaners or other power tools
• Yelling / screaming
• Alarm clocks

Surprisingly I don't seem to hate "commonly hated" sounds like: nails on chalkboard, tinnitus, knife on plate, styrofoam rubbing, microphone feedback, babies crying, chewing, snoring, flies, repetitive tapping, dog barking.

Once, I went to a birthday party where the parents let their kid jump on the balloons and pop them one by one on purpose. I had to leave immediately.

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If I wear earmuffs, it basically solves the issue. So I'm careful and on the lookout for situations that could make these sounds. I cover my ears with my hands if I don't have them on me.

Threw up in the middle of the night and had to call in today. So that sucks.

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I touched Paul! Only because he was trying to snuggle up to Mallow.

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Making bread, goulash, and Thai peanut chicken. I might try to use the grill for the chicken. But if not I enjoy using the broiler.

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like. imagine actually holding this fuckshit opinion. what the fuck?