This is why I'm stuck as a line cook 🙃

I miss those days. I was down bad for scene girls when I was a teenager and I'd be just as bad now as an adult.

Gimme that girl that clearly has mental health issues. Yeah she'll ruin my life but I'll love every second of it.

This is exactly how my child came to be T_T

You know damn well what they mean

Why is this marked as NSFW?

Darkness falls.

It's a movie about the tooth fairy but the tooth fairy is actually an old woman who used to collect the teeth of the children in her village until the townspeople burnt her alive and then she became a spirit who was essentially the tooth fairy but if you ever saw her she'd kill you.

It's cheesy as hell but it was terrifying when I was younger

And you're in fact NOT safe in the car

And? She could still get it. Not like I have a chance anyway

Fuck the movie just read the books. The movie basically smashes the first two books together and calls it a day. There's like 13 books and the movie ignores 80% of them

Straight lookin like

I didn't take it as undermining. It's a complicated thing to understand (took me years) so questions are understandable.

It was a psychiatric therapist at a mental hospital. We talked everyday for weeks with her asking me all kinds of questions and asking me to act out scenarios to assess my mental state.

She said it was obviously clear I had extreme issues with authority and rules (if the rule doesn't make sense or isn't fully explained I simply won't follow it and sometimes will go out of my way to make a show of ignoring/breaking the rule) and that I have violent tendencies (that was obvious at that point I just didn't know why).

Took a long time to realize I was the problem. Tried to kill myself at one point cause it felt like the whole world was against me. Ended up in a psych ward where I was diagnosed. Autism, adhd, aspd (antisocial personality disorder [sociopathy/psychopathy]).

So I devoted myself to just trying to be better. I try to help people as best as I can and developed my mantra as corny as it sounds. "Just don't make the situation worse. I don't have to make it better just don't make it worse"

I still wrestle with it all and long term complex relationships are almost impossible which leads to loneliness and guilt but I'm very stubborn so I keep pushing forward regardless.

Honestly it all just feels torturous but here I am.

It's the difference between feeling like doing it and having to fight every fiber of your being to stop yourself from doing it.

In the moment it's a pure instinctual reaction that you have to consciously ignore. Like touching a burning stove but not removing your hand. It goes against every instinct. Every rationality.

It's like everything in you wants to harm someone despite knowing it's morally wrong. It's a constant battle between instinct and conscious morality.

I WANT to hurt people. I CHOOSE not to. Because I understand my feelings are wrong. But the feelings are still there

The fact that violence actually solves a lot of issues but results in punishments.

I don't generally care about hurting people especially if they hurt me. But consequences are real and you have to deal with them regardless.

The amount of times I've had to remove myself from certain situations purely because I was about to commit extreme violence is vast.

I don't want to hurt anyone but in the moment I want them dead in the worst way and I know I could do it. I can see every way I could make it happen and in the moment I want to do it.

Banning cell phones in school while school shootings are a regular occurrence is top tier decision making

The fact that the comment sections of these posts are always the same just shows how much oil propaganda has affected the situation.

That and people thinking protesting isn't deliberately meant to disrupt the daily lives of people in an attempt to force them to acknowledge there's a problem and do something about it.

By nature protests are supposed to be disruptive to the average person because it's the average person that decides what policies and laws we have.

The problem is the average person is too stupid/ignorant/tired/lazy to realize this and just sees it as a personal attack and reacts with pure emotion.

This is what still blows me away.

A fucking actor is doing a better job running a country specifically during wartime than a typical politician.

It's fuckin embarrassing to every single person on this planet who's dealing with stupid/corrupt/inept politicians who would sell their constituents for fuckin toilet paper.

I've been saying for years that simply turning it off should be grounds for immediate suspension if not full termination.

The only time those cameras should be off is when they go to the bathroom and even then I'm fuckin iffy.

ME is the abbreviation for the state of Maine in the U.S.

I know it's a joke but if this was a man posting a dildo with the same text he'd get flamed