All of my friends call me by my preferred name and pronouns now. They've always been absolute dears, and I didn't expect them to reject me or anything, but it still means so much when they call me by my new name, or when we're playing a game like Payday and get downed and hear someone yell "Someone get her, I'll get the Dozers!!!" XD
And yeah, I have been trying to relax and not pressure myself, but I still find myself getting stressed. Hearing someone tell me "it's okay, you can take it easy." means a lot, truly. Thank you!