Abysmally bad and kinda avarage at the same time.

I completely lack lived through memory part, episodic memory. The collecting memories or reminiscing about past or good memories does not exist for me. No it's not that i haven't had any memories worth remembering, neither is it from any trauma. Just an extreme end variation of human memory.

The factual part of memory functions almost normally, just slightly randomized due to ADHD.

I'd like to see them try that.

Depends, from internal perspective. I shit on myself constantly with everything and completely agree with any negative criticism regardless of any mitigating circumstances and disagree with positive reinforcement and assume it's just lying or manipulation.

Though generally i can keep it under wraps and go based on other peoples description or external data points.

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Proceeds to still gobble it all up

Kinda subpar. General routine is disrupted, which is always bad. Wednesdays leg session was abysmally bad without any apparent reason and someone broke both leg extension machines, so i missed a my fix and obviously blame myself for being a little bitch, even adding deficit Bulgarian split squats to the end as a punishment didn't work. Kinda like jerking it and jerking it and never pushing yourself over the edge and never getting that satisfaction.

Hopefully today's one off upper body session is going to be decent, otherwise I'm going to be completely pissed off as i cant get training in over the weekend either, work event. Though at least i can get hammered there for free.

Edit: the upper body session was adequate, should help me to get through until next session.

Yes, I'm going to drown everything in kindness today until bad thoughts get alcohol poisoning and drownor quieten for a while at least, until body is clearing everything out.

Heavily depends on what's available and timeframe. Though usually the one i don't have to pay for is the best one, excluding wine. That thing comes up as fast as it went down.

Like if there's longer timeframe, aka whole day, then beer or something in the same ballpark and later on or when short timeframe, then vodka or vodka with red bull.

I do go for the intoxication effect of alcohol rather than enjoyment of the beverage itself.

Yeah some IPAs can be rather good and go together with some food rather well.

Though i completely agree with LSD part, drugs should be legal for recreational use. I'd most definitely prefer getting stoned or doing E instead of getting drunk.

Looks at my thousands upon thousands of unread mails

If they'd want their emails to be noticed they better stop spamming and only send truly important emails.

More seriously, I've noticed that most people have completely disregarded any prioritization of information so absolutely every single group chat or mail group primarily devolves into random chit chat level of information sharing. So my brain just completely disregards the whole group as irrelevant after I've opened 10-20 mails/messages and turns out those weren't important.

Most definitely was funny and I'd most definitely need a recap/"in the last episode" mode for any story games. Otherwise by the time i can play those again, i have already forgotten where the story was and who was who.

What in the concrete hellscape is this?

Newton's first law of motion. Body in motion remains in motion
So cant get stuck if i never sit down, keep on moving. Start in the morning and drop dead in the evening, never sit down too long in the meanwhile.

Though yeah probably not that helpful in getting into motion again once stuck. Body in rest remains at rest

Warning: not the healthiest approach

Is the beard in this room with us?

Yes, they were already justified 4 years ago.

She does have a point. We should replace our weak and ugly flesh with strong steel and blessed machine.

'ave ye thought about finally joinin' the crew 'n settin' sail?

Scuttlin' the service be the only language they understand. In addition ye get wider choice o' better quality movies 'n series.

Funny thing is, excess testosterone, beyond normal values, converts into estrogen and thats when the boobs start to grow.

Wasn't Iran already doing that before and wasn't the main goal to open it up again?