I’m not sure why he didn’t hug me that day, but since then we never really left off without a hug. And most of the time I was initiating but then he started too. And with the guy best friends I was sexual with them in the past which is why but it did hurt a lot to cut them off and I’m probably going to reach out again. Yup, I just couldn’t stand him calling me names and last night was the final straw, it’s like he just wanted me to start hating what he does and leave. And what could’ve been a kind simple apology last night turned into hours of arguing because his ego is simply so high that he so called apologized, then turned it around on me and called me rude and then wanted me to apologize before he answers the options I gave him (I’m stupid for this but I gave him 2 options, one is to recognize his actions move forward and that this will be my final straw tolerating disrespect and we can try again, or 2, call it off completely or maybe just become friends), and his ego was so high that he couldn’t even give me an answer when I asked so much times. Pathetic.

Sorry I chuckled a bit at this, dark humour somehow idk why 😂 but yeah i think he needs some learning to do, lots of it lol. Also, could u pls upvote !

Well, he couldn’t even answer the ultimatum. Just wanted my to realize I’m at fault for “dismissing his feelings” tonight and not being nice 😂 told him I been nothing but nice and as nicer as anyone can be in the situation and then he said ok bye whatever basically

These male friends I had been sexual with which is why, I also did it more because I felt it’s right. I know :( km so stuck on what to do but I’m giving him an ultimatum but I feel like such an idiot right now. No guy I’ve dated seriously ever treated me like this, but they were older. So more emotionally developed lol. But never had these issues and I know I am not the problem because why is this happening now?

That’s what I feel sometimes :( but then claims that he does and he really likes me and that these words sometimes just slip out when he’s mad or upset. He just called me and said he’s sorry for saying these things but then basically still says how it’s dangerous of a woman to be getting stuff from Facebook at night and tells me that I always attack HIM. And that I always coming at him, it’s like it’s because YOURE the one starting these issues not me. He doesn’t fucking see it

He blames it because it’s just his vocabulary and that he says stuff all the time. And then he said to me that he’s changing and improving for me and that he has improved (and I will admit like he has made improvements) but then what he did tonight just threw it all away. And he says that it comes with time and I told him I ain’t gonna tolerate or wait any longer so either you move on and you change for real cuz this my last straw or that’s it

Mind you, I was telling him that apologizing and telling me he likes me doesn’t mean anything when he keeps doing these stuff. And then he gets mad about it, lmao.

:( we vibe so good in person, genuinely. we connect easily and I love our hangouts so so much, seriously. It just sucks that the other side is this way (and most of our disagreements is always otp / online) and we end up talking about it in person, moving forward or whatever but now I’m just getting drained more and more.

I know what I am and what I want. I’ve been in long term relationships and I know I am emotionally mature and ready. I just am feeling overwhelmed now.

Well me and these 2 guys, one I was in a sexual relationship with for a few years and the one online we’ve exchanged photos, I know it’s silly, but I thought it’s right to not have / talk with people I’ve been sexual with when I’m with someone