i am middle aged man, i experienced life since before even computer and smartphone is a thing like today.

back then, i feel that life is much easier, what i mean easier is more simple life, less competition, less stress, fresh environment, and more happiness despite lack of technology.

but right now, everything is just too complicated despite of power of tech, internet, smartphone, and AI helps, i feel that life is much harder right now, what i mean is like competition is everywhere, stressful everyday, crowded city, and i easily depressed these days.

is it just me or everyone else can relate to what happens right now?

as we know capcut is no longer good for free users, any recommendation for open source video editor? i prefer option to export projects so i can archive it to my drive.

windows uninstaller is just so bad that it cannot uninstall lot of preinstalled apps, any recommended uninstaller which is open source?

lot of thing happened for me, not even single warning and bang, it hits so hard to the point i feel like i want to give up on life. what happened so far :

• lost 4+ years of hardwork and source of income due to small mistake
• money stuck in certain platform and they no guarantee it will be back after 6 months
• ghosted by "close friends". realized most of them don't care when i am at lowest
• staying in hotel and Aircon brokes two days before i checkout, and not even single compensation given
• i still highly depends on medication just to able to sleep, doctor doesnt seem to have empathy
• i have CTS (Carpal tunnel syndrome) for years and i still cannot regain my full strength back.
• my career stuck in low income level, and its hard to get new job these days
• still regularly going to hospital at least 2-3 times a week, to the point i get tired of it already

people say life is blessing, but for me life is suffering, all bad things always happened, i am not even allowed to be happy anymore.