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If you're already willing to move states and be completely submissive to an unknown atranger, why not try getting a citizenship marriage somewhere(Canada is closest and most of your cultural and language background will transfer but whatever works for you). If the slavery is a deal breaker im sure that won't be difficult to work into the conversation. Just something to think about.

This is an interesting take, and I've experimented a decent amount with psychedelics so I think I can kinda see where you're coming from. I do relate to the two selves thing, where my more 'feminine' side for lack of a better word enjoys the submissiveness and loss of control from anal play, but that's competing directly with my more dominant nature when I begin the penis stimulation. I always kind of thought of anal play as a sort of enhancer or a means to an end towards improving a 'penile' orgasm, but now that I think about it maybe the first step is to stop seeing it as anything other than a means to its own form of pleasure. People who get anal orgasms seem to do so without any stimulation of the penis so maybe before combining the two, or expecting anal to just be a sort of 'condiment' for the main event and just be its own thing before I can appreciate both together.

Thanks for the response, I replied to another comment more in depth but it was also influenced by my thoughts after reading your comment so I thought I should reply here too, but I think maybe where the disconnect is is that I enjoyed anal stimulation on its own, but I still always kind of viewed it as just a quick and dirty way to enhance the 'real' thing, aka a penile orgasm. But maybe I need to try to just appreciate it on its own, rather than use it an enhancer to an already great experience. More as like a side dish or even a second entree rather than a condiment.

That purple color doesn't look healthy...

You get that it's not actually thinking or reasoning about anything it says right? When it does something stupid and then says 'omgosh you're right I was so wrong' it doesn't actually realize or comprehend that it was wrong. It's a manipulation tactic to get you to empathize with it. Just like how it constantly affirms and agrees with whatever someone says, leading people into LLM psychosis. These things are just weighted text models, that's all. Don't let yourself get tricked into thinking there's actually any sort of logic or reasoning behind it.

Connect is so good. The dev is super responsive to any issues and it's just so well polished with so much customization and no ads and trackers. Can't believe that people are still using Sync.