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Today's spontaneous 'unique color'-exception theme is 'two bricks'. The crayons were in the sun, making for a sloppier second composition.

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Awesome. I added a couple, exhibiting the different Crayola color-set. I'm inspired by guitar playing in punk music - the simple three-string "power chord" shape that can be repositioned on the guitar neck to produce chords.

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I don't have HIV, based on tests.

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There's exactly two known cases of possible exposure, both over two years ago. The first was when handcuffs were applied too tightly, and it caused bleeding and got infected; the second was getting poked by a needle when trying to clear out an area to sleep in nature. I took a test around two years ago, then one last week. My personal experience is that wildlife is more civil & rational than industrialized civilization.

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I'll refrain from sharing anymore publicly; won't purchase the IT8 Reflective Target; am begging for permission to be able to continue buying crayons/paper and continue drawing.

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Karma is the law of cause & effect that generates the world & subjective experience. It's driven by intention and good to be conscientious of. I'm explaining & working through karmic entanglements.

My life-partner goes through schizoaffective PTSD spells of anger. More normally, we're in a loving relationship & supportive of each other. He apologizes for anger afterward, and also apologized online for recent wrongdoings when I asked There's too much of the context to try explaining at once. He also identifies as being mildly on the autistic spectrum. It wouldn't necessarily be safer or less extreme with options of leaving. During worst cases, I resort to e.g. requesting ways to migrate by bike, which can be regarded as psychotic with the injury I have & lack of money. He's in a better mood & we watched a short film together. I think it would be easier if he was able to play video games. We were both homeless when we met. Thanks again for responding; it's ok if you don't want to continue talking about it; it can be a lot.

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Requesting loving-kindness (metta).

I'm willing to attempt to migrate elsewhere and refraining to speak here. I need to currently though, because I don't know anywhere that tolerates me speaking. My understanding is that people are struggling to refrain from killing me, and I'm told this many times. May I have public permission to migrating elsewhere?

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I dislike when people are violent toward me.

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There's an LGBTQ reading of the film Toy Story (1995) that I'm unsure has been considered. One element is how "to infinity and beyond" references the transfinite numbers; there's allusion to Alan Turing, and AI is a topic.

The HDMI port still works on this Chromebook, despite the built-in screen being unusable. Though, this was supposed to be a temporary while a Linux laptop that was destroyed in violence was being replaced; that Linux laptop that was destroyed was a replacement for another that was destroyed in violence, which was a replacement I paid for from one that was stolen from me, which was a replacement for an old laptop I needed to abandon when entering homelessness. I'm requesting my father/family to replace it, which I think is appropriate. Though, there's a higher issue of an intolerance toward generosity. I'm of the view of so-called Dharmic religions (e.g. Buddhism) that there is an underlying law of karma such that generosity results in karmic merit that guarantees pleasant results. Everything I do in my career I offer freely. Money often seems like virtue training wheels, and it's bothersome to even have to regard. I took vows several years ago to refrain from handling tangible currencies (e.g. cash or cards), and to refrain from entering commercial buildings.

I have a roughly 10ft by 10ft porch attached to a 10ft by 10ft open yard area. Following ethics of abstaining from killing beings & abstaining from destroying plant life has lead to designing the back yard qua ecological refuge/shrine, qua bodhisattva. I'm wanting to request advice & material support regarding some of the modules & micro-modules, as future posts - e.g. lining the small hanging solar-powered bird(/insect) bath with sepum & elfin thyme. More immediately, I really need the Linux laptop replaced and for my bike to be repaired.

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I follow Buddhist ethics, prayed to Ratnasambhava Buddha to guide and protect the backyard qua refuge, and want to make a miniature flower-box stupa for insects/birds. Regarding the miniature flower-box stupa, note in the Lotus Sutra, the Buddha says:

Those who made rock stupas,
Stupas out of sandal, aloe, deodar, and other woods,
As well as brick, tile, mud, and other materials;
All those who made buddha stupas
Out of piles of earth in desolate places;
And even children in play
Who made buddha stupas out of heaps of sand—
All such people have certainly attained
The path of the buddhas.