I'm still operating on outdated studies likening porn to have similar effects on the brain as cocaine, any ideas where to find the correct information?

I like ReVanced, don't know if that counts but they're on github. I save so much time and money by skipping ads and getting music for free

That's fair, I do see a therapist, I just wanted to see what others think about it. I get it that it may also be a little too personal with very scant info given.

I agree since the Colorado is being bled dry

Oh, alright. I have two 12 hole ones, and been wanting to get a ceramic bass one for a while, but they're expensive

Thank you so much, it makes sense about the deeper issues. I just want a conclusion before I destroy my brain more than it is lol

Mainly talking about mens leisure groups like dull mems club here on lemmy

I appreciate your recommendations. Thank you

That black one in the embed/image has a strange chamber

True, but often the don't actively recruit by ads or anything and more happenstance

I like this more than the real one, tbh.

I did end up start writing in the hundreds of the notebooks I have and this year has been dedicated to my mental health. Definitely a good tool to help bring things up to my therapist.

Naive and foolhardy

Man made horrors beyond our comprehension

Thank youfor your input. Updooted and saved.

That's in my wheelhouse, thanks for your input. It's going in my book.

Oh my gosh, thank you for the reply. I feel that you were able to read my incoherent post and saw my soul. Would you mind either explaining or linking/recommending a place to further understand the last paragraph?

https://lemmy.world/post/26091770

Trust issues and PTSD override and strengthen my skepticism about others ability to think, again reinforced by observation

You can say all you want, that doesn't diminish my understanding the current nuanced and complex socionomics and my educated opinion based on observations and history