This isn’t a cry for help, not suicidal or anything, just wanted to say we’re mentally slipping… feel like people in our friend group forget that we’ve been through… a lot. And we’ll, we’re currently going through a whole lot rn aswell.

Right now we’re in the most exposed position possible; our residency papers to legally work in EU have been delayed/no response (even if we get them we don’t ignore if anyone will hire a disabled person like us), our significant other can’t find work due to disabilities, we’re always in dire need of some form of funding, And we’re trying our best to do art commissions- but no matter how hard we try it’s never enough…

On top of it all our random crying is popping back up again, and even worse, been starting to feel art block/burn out. Just don’t know how much longer we can take it.

If we had a stable income for housing, food, medicine and other essentials we’d probably be far happier; Oh also some new clothes… it’s been over 2 years since starting transitioning mtf and we’re still wearing old handmedowns from hs and stuff since we can’t afford a change of clothes.

Overall mostly just want to be heard, thx

https://youtu.be/4BYOXK58Jjw

Made a quick StarWars intro for a SW5e campaign we’re hosting and honestly, we really like it and wanted to share lol.

It was the first time using KDENLive for animation (used to use Premiere Pro but since Adobe sucks now and can’t run on Linux we’ve moved from it), but think it came out alright.

Just wanted to share and ask if anyone else made cool stuff for a SW5e campaign before too? Love to hear more ideas :3

Edited to have the thumbnail and link work aaaa

There is this stupid f****** ad on the top right of our discord (and were even using a client to block their ad stuff / to fix their UI breaking updates) and they broke the gift literally everyone nitro for a while and was showing up no matter how hard we tried to block it and now theirs a pernament leaf that directs you to their ad. WE haven't clicked it as we don't want to get into it, but apparently our friend with the same client clicked the didn't ask button and it kept crashing their discord, so they had to look at this stupid banner across all of discord yesterday. We're so close to stop waiting for a competent matrix client and make one ourselves just to get the fuck off discord ffs. And if your wondering, the only coding skills we have is HTML and CSS- we do art stuff so to go as far to say F**** REALLY LOUDLY BOOTING UP OUR PC TODAY AND WANT TO START LEARNING HOW TO CODE JUST TO MAKE A NEW PLATFORM IS A WHOLE OTHER LEVEL >:(

You know what F*** IT MAYBE WE WILL oiuerhbgfiuerbhgiuhernbiueairhgiuhertoiu

Can you show us a cool photo you took recently? We wanna see what you found cool enough to take a photo of. We usually take photos of things we’re interested in or are unique enough to put into a reference folder we have for art and well we’re wondering if anyone had any good photos to share! :3

Thank you!

Also the photo on this post we put up is a train we saw in the Train museum here in Spain! We had so much fun and think this would have to be the one of the more impressive ones (tho not our favorite haha)

Edit: Hoi peeps!! We love all these photos and this post got WAY more popular than expected haha! We’re wanting to reply to everyone, but it’s gonna take some time - so we’re not ignoring you and if we accidentally miss you aaaaa we’re sorry (there’s just so much @w@)! Thank you again everyone, this has been lovely seeing all these cool af pics!! :D

Page 1 — “Always drew on paper only, our friend gave me inspiration on drawing in MS Paint and Lily mentioned I should try making a comic like her. I dont know how though ^^;”

This comic is written and drawn by one of our headmates, Jack, whom is very anti-social and nonverbal. Wanted to share his comic (got permission) because he heard our friends excitedly love his comics and thought some people would love to see them too. If y'all got any comments we’ll pass it along to him! :> -Basil/Olive