interesting "light bum" feels (dunno - whatever)
heyhi. something interesting struck me which i wanted to hear if yall peeps are having similar feels.
am approx. 1.5 months into hrt. horray <3
however! the evil awful disgusting evilenourmous horny feels dulled down for an entire week once already! wowie zowie 🐘🍎!
aaaaanyway- ive been having a different feeling more often. a feeling ive only had previously while.... on a rollercoaster or free-fall-tower.
a light bum or floating bum feel. 🍃🌬
its always been a thing, its nothing new... i actually used to think its only in
::: spoiler adult word, be aware, kids! the testicles
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but no - its the entire bum i believe. when i told my friends about that rollercoaster feeling they thought weirdly of it. fair.
but now. yes now, sitting on a chair near a fan wearing..... a long sleeve turtleneck... i am having it rn. and i have had it more frequently.
today my crush called me mouse which----- umm.,.,.,,,·,.,.,. i umm.,., reallyyyy liked..,., and and and that got me the same feeling!!!! >o<
and and also now when having certain fantasies... where most of which aren't even spicy but about
- making food for my friends
- being a mother
- being a mama type of character in general
::: spoiler kids watch out! somewhat adult topic ! and yea sure okay fiiiine also sometimes some... somewhat spicy adjacent thoughts .... which i previously didn't like to think of cuz i thought they are awful and disgusting and ew and such
but now im over that... somewhat... maybe. imma have to see
they feel different now.
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yea thats it, no more. have u had similar feels? orrrrr am i just... idunno - discovering something that has always been there but now im more open for it?
EDIT: removed my own "if nobodys gonna answer, i will" comment.
::: spoiler here it is if u wanna read it okay fine if no one is gonna comment, i will be my own emotional support plant-based chili cheese burger 🍔🧀🔥
That feeling you are describing is regular when starting HRT. Estrogen makes you take feelings in differently and especially those nurturing feelings you have described get a significant boost.
The "distance" between spicy feels, nice friendly feels and just having a good time feels decreases over time and it appears to be hitting earlier for you than it does for most.
The light "bum" feeling (which i assume means butt) is used in many more feelings than it is used previously, that is something many people starting transfem HRT notice.
So yes, what you are describing is true and I have experienced it myself. Feels like "butterflies in your stomache" bum in your butt... Weird but yes, it's a thing.
everything here is made up, generated by your all favourite datacenter: myself. its brainmade, don't worry.
i hope you have a lovely day <3 :::
I would say horny is less insistent than it used to be before estrogen. Not sure what the light/ floating bum feeling is about tho. People I have crushes on do feel nice to have them call me endearing terms. I would say I'm sort of at the mid point in comparison to the range of horny I've seen expressed by trans fem people on estrogen.
yesssss i feel the same way about it.
it feels much easier saying "no" to it. and it works. for days on end ~ ~ ~ which is awesome for me i feel.
thanks for the info! <3
Yeah. It's arousal. It feels different with estradiol. It feels "right" to me, not just different. Arousal isn't referring to sex, specifically, but to the nervous system. You're rewiring not just medicating.
haii!
yippee!!!! glad to see you enjoying it <3
we commonly feel like uhhh... oh wow this is also hard to describe for us too. we feel a kind of weightlessness in our whole body sometimes, not exactly localized. like if we stand up a little too quick we could leap on top of a really tall shelf. we do experience dissociation in general on occasion as well.
it also seems to be amplified when euphoric/happy. maybe it's similar, maybe it's not, either way its definitely a feeling hehe. or maybe its what being actually energetic feels like possibly!
estradiol got rid of that masc horny for us very very quickly, but weirdly finasteride invoked a more girly seeming libido in a couple of us? (there are six of us total). wondering what will progesterone do... will not get into details of any of this here though as it's a tad more explicit than seems fitting here.
please stay comfy!!!
heyheyheyhey WOAH ur the one/s that wrote that one comment andandand the one that had the spicy bit--- i remember.
anyway!
the way u described the "standing up" thing - was almost wondering if ur just describing that aizzly thing where u cant see stuff anymore cuz of whatever rush is going on in the head. cuz i believe thats a very different thing-
now im... mayhaps thinking of getting prog- hmmmm
blahaj lemmy is definitely a small place!!!! x3
its not that sparkley eyes thing at all though (we have experienced that too). this more feels like if we literally exert too much force with our legs we will be sent flying upwards several meters. or that in the metal shop we could swing from the various cables and hoses dangling from the ceiling like a bunch of vines!!
we often feel like a whole body weightless. maybe its instincts of being raised near forests coming back hehe
medical logistics for us are currently complicated. however we'll ask for a prescription for prog when possible and see how it goes.
rectal medications do not seem so fun though sjkdlfhdfkjh. but also boobs!!!
i tend to think that a heavy feeling in the body is actually due to depression and a consequence of the modern way of life. the body should feel weightless.
I've been on hrt a lil but longer but I was recently having a moment, i was thinking of someone I'm attracted to and never before had this thought.
I wanted them to rest their head on my lap and let me pet their hair, maybe feed them a snack.
I've never had the impulse before but it's there now.
I liked cooking for people before I started transitioning but this one was new.
so basically i can kinda relate to a bubbling feeling. it feels like air bubbles in water. i often have it in my tummy, yesterday i had it in my heart area. i think it's a healthy feeling of biological activity, nothing to worry about. i like imagining that it's a sign of development. your body is shifting things around to orient them better. things that should have happened long ago, suddenly happen, which makes you feel like things move inside you. it's ok, you gotta trust your body. <3
I so happy to hear you're on HRT! I'm not sure I've had that feeling specifically, but many things feel different on estrogen. Also things feel on estrogen because I kind of didn't feel things when I was on T.
Cooking and being basically a stay at home mom type character is mostly how I spend my time these days. Highly obtainable fantasy!
happy that u can be a mama type person <3
i keep hearing "feeling differences" as a main point but im not sure im seeing that yet... maybe imma yield a bit longer.