What "trying" looks like in this case is sitting and thinking about how important it is to do, and the more you think about it, the more you think about how much you don't want to do it, but you know you need to do it, but you definitely will hate doing it, and oh no 4 hours have gone by and all you've done is sit there.
Sounds like one hell of a dopamine hit. Like the self-induced pressure from procrasting injected with steroids, topped with a drizzle of adrenaline, and dusted with the strongest speed humanity has to offer.
And I fucking hate it so fucking much. It's like being in a prison of your own mind. 😬
What "trying" looks like in this case is sitting and thinking about how important it is to do, and the more you think about it, the more you think about how much you don't want to do it, but you know you need to do it, but you definitely will hate doing it, and oh no 4 hours have gone by and all you've done is sit there.
AHDH in movies: the only one who can solve the world ending catastrophie
"I could save the world. Buuuuut... I'd have to talk to people to do that"
Phone calls? No thanks, we burn
Sounds like one hell of a dopamine hit. Like the self-induced pressure from procrasting injected with steroids, topped with a drizzle of adrenaline, and dusted with the strongest speed humanity has to offer.
Sounds about right.
Do....do I have ADHD??
Could be worth talking to a professional about it
Yup.
Also me in the middle of a conversation: look at that 🐦/🦎/😺/ 🐿️
My face is swollen, I can't fix my teeth.
I think I will my story will end soon
Me.
This.