in particular, im talking about music unrelated to existential themes. sometimes i find myself listening to some pop music as every good practicing homosexual does, and the song's lyrics will be "please dance it will be fun" (sung by a woman) (more poetic) but what i will feel is like a mixture of melancholy and smallness within the universe. i understand music is supposed to drive emotion but i feel like maybe my emotion wires are crossed because the intended outcome (carefree, jovial, energetic) and the actual outcome (morose, calmness, emptiness) are rather incongruous. so i wanted to know if others had similar experiences, and also maybe why that is. i wanna stop being existential at the club, dammit, i wanna dance til skin falls off my bones and make out with men!

Part 2: what if the doctor gave this diagnosis 1 week after birth

(Whole 9 episode run is on youtube for those curious)

I thought it was a solid 5/10 ending. Tied up most of the loose ends but lacked brevity in a way that was highly noticeable. It could've been 30 min realistically. I think the whole show is closer to a 7/10. If you know any teenagers/young adults who would enjoy "baby's first psychological horror" "what if psychological horror but it was for gamers and lesbians" this is a good recommend.

This book got turned into an animation when I was a kid, and it really informed my perspective and care for the world beyond myself when I was extremely young. I got a pang of nostalgia for it and searched youtube and found a clip of its first part. However, I distinctly remember that the full animation went into other issues like public health and access to electricity. Can you guys help me find the full animation?

it was ok, relatively unremarkable as far as poops go

I've been reading Dracula, and it's truly horrifying. The Count is extremely vile and cruel and conniving and I yearn to see his demise (NO SPOILERS PLS). It makes me want to kill a vampire irl, and ensure that those fiends are no more. The problem is that vampires aren't real, so my righteous hatred and contempt has nowhere to go. So how can I find an avenue to fulfill my desire?

Just like, the most blatant couples or the most blatant siblings you've ever seen that there's no mistaking it

(Relevant:)

https://youtu.be/yUxeMIHZIXc

https://youtu.be/narFtb5tdTQ

(Irrelevant:)

https://www.instagram.com/mistressisabellebrooks/

(this is my personal creation within like 2 min of decision-making so if there's smth to move lmk)