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[Vent] Maybe I **am** the problem... [CW: suicide, CW: maybe abuse (?), CW: references to SA]

girl if he is crossing your boundaries and you've told him to stop, dump his ass and do what you want. he doesn't deserve you and you can do so much better. its important to remember that even though he respects you as a woman, men can still be disgusting to women.

you being handled and abused is so much worse than him getting in his head to blame you wanting to start an OF. dont get it twisted, okay? use your dads place as a landing point to move along, or make plans to find somewhere to go before you dump your bf. reguardless, what he has done is irredeemable and you need to stand up for yourself

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[Vent] The envy is too much...

first of all, hugs your way 🫂

hrt is a marathon hun, our breasts are pretty similar in size from what I can tell, I'm almost a year in and youre 8 months. the effects dont start to taper off until like 3-4 years in

make sure to keep some perspective in mind. a lot of the things you and I dislike about ourselves are just things cis women deal with all the time. picking out the most attractive women and judging yourself compared to them will always tear you down. not to mention that you dont know what they dislike about themselves too, everyone has their struggles.

i dont like my nose, I don't like my thick eyebrows, I don't like my stubble or my shoulders. i VERY MUCH dont like my voice. all these things arent exclusive to me, and aren't exclusive to trans folks. i look past all this because I know that nobody really cares, and if they do care they're a jerk and should just fuck off anyway!

hang in there girl, were in this together

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My journey so far

if you have insurance and are in an informed consent state the absolute easiest route is through planned parenthood, so thats a start there for some research. otherwise I'd look into DIY, I have no experience with it but a lot of folks here do so ask away and someone will answer :)

youve been through a lot, but its never too late to be yourself. proud of you for making it this far 🩷 ask whatever you like about transition to me and I'll try to answer!