aaaaaaa I never know what to do with my stupid face x3
I try to smile though because i don’t like how i look when i’m not
couldn’t clear the bravery barrier to post yesterday but aaaaaah I love at least how i feel >w<
I used to be a lot heavier, but i think i’m starting to look presentable?
good morning! the last post and replies I did were all massively sleep deprived in the back of a car doing a 20 hour road trip. now that i’m ACTUALLY home and have slept:
sorry about the weird trauma dumping and aimless posts, yes I still mean what i said but admittedly coming out on the admin account may have been a dumbass idea.
anyways what’s done is done, so let’s try an introduction! i’m Erin (born some other dead name that doesn’t matter) and I in theory i’m a techie/gamer but i’m learning I just like people (one person at a time) and order/cleanliness.
I want to start trying to post occasionally because I think it will help me work through my thoughts a bit better. my found family and husband are amazing people, but they are so incredibly flexible that I feel I need other people to talk to sometimes.
if y’all would be okay with it, i’d like to put a where i am pic up tomorrow and maybe get opinions on what to do with my hair ^u^
I just got back from a furry convention after using it as a queer space to safely look how I want and god damn it I actually like how I looked. like, I looked in the mirror and saw AN ACTUAL HUMAN. i don’t know how to handle this.
i put in an appointment at the transgender health program at my local hospital but that won’t be till december to speak to someone.
my insurance is estimating they will cover this visit, but will they cover more later or is it a bait and switch?
I got my hair grown out and my weight under 200 so i should have a decent chance of looking decent? I have a really bad resting bitchface.
sorry for the aimless ramble. I think I am just hoping to find someone to talk to. my head is all over the place right now.
GPT4All is amazing at generating quirky broken things like this. it seems to have a hard time changing subjects at times, leading to extremely weird outputs
