I've also never liked BR games. Too often it felt like you run around for minutes, looting stuff and nothing happens.
Then you see somebody and kill them without them noticing you. Or.. you get killed the exact same way.
Or when playing with friends. Like Apex, you get into fights with other teams, which is cool, but then thrid party comes in and owns you from behind.
Then it's over and you've to do everything all over again, running around looting etc.
Or you decide to drop in laces where many players drop too. Then you have stupid fist fights or pistole fights. If unlucky, queue again and do it all over again.
I think this is more annoying than anything else.
I prefer joining a fair 5v5 fight on a map where I respawn anf keep going. Or real TDM/DM.
I think BR games have too much of a luck factor attached to it compared to oldschool real FPS games like CS, UT, Quake and all that. And I think that exactly is rage inducing.