This is my late night drunk post true of my chest. I have a dark view of the world and I can't understand anybody who doesn't. I tried to fit in and think about the good things in my life and have fun but it feels fake. It seems like there is a truth which you can only see if you are able to take yourself out of the equation. Because everybody wants to feel good and it makes them complacent. I have seen very few people who are comfortable in their life and not scared of seeing the dark side of the world, not scared of facing uncomfortable truths about their life or their behavior. But being too scared to even acknowledge the bad things happening in the world will never change anything. Seeing it will not always lead to change but avoiding it will surely never lead to it. I think everybody who has the privilege to have a good life should have the obligation to confront himself with the bad things happening in the world just to have the motivation to fight for a world in which everybody can live a good life. I know this isn't the way and there has to be a better more positive way to see the world but I can't find any arguments to change my view. Not with all the self-righteousness and egoism.

Hi fellow lemmings. I am receiving a lot of war crime videos from gaza though my social media feed. The problem is it's hard to find background information to the most of them and many have social media tags and text bars edited on them. Since I am trying to raise awareness i want to be precise and provide context. So do you know if there is already a database with conflict material and background info ?