How am I perceived? I am confused. What am I allowed to be? What do I want to be. How to I want to be. Am I the cool guy if i feel relaxed and act upon it or am i the weirdo in this moment getting the giggles. I wanna feel free in my actions and spontanious empathic and emotional responses. Or is this just my mask craving for work? How to get the freedom to be one of our roles? Aaah brain makes too much brrrr

duude. like dont fuck me up like in the movies dude

I dont know. Someone of you guys feel what i feel? Do I wanna give OpenAI potentially a secret psychological worldmap to hijack my conciousness in X years by a singularity. Knowwhatimsayin?

So. I was just wondering. I am not sure if I am an autist. But if i try to pretend I am, this thought feels kind of comfortable. I think thats because it feels like I can stop pretending to be someone else in so many areas since i always act upon learned and manifested observations about 'correct' human behaviour i made throughout my life. What do you guys think about that?