Thank you, hearing that helps <3

and I would love some internet hugs :3

* hugs

for the small amount of advice I do have.

It always helps to be directly approaching people, a significant amount of people will positively react to being directly contacted, so fear really isn't warented

advice for people in berlin: write me!!! * puppy eyes *.... also there is a hackerspace called afra which is to a significant part queer, I go there regularly and the people are nice, its just hard for me to actually make friends/interact with people there because of the before mentioned sensory issues

* doses to pseudopregnancy levels of estradiol

"I'll show you!!! >:("

Thank you so much! <333, didn't know how to link a community '^^

Im happy to say, I have zero proper security practices, 90% of my machines run as root >:3 also CONFIG_MULTIUSER=N is something I have done, so I funny enough cannot relate

Thank you alot for this great bit of advice!, I do have to say while getting information from reddit and lemmy is not ideal, you also can't expect the average drug user to read papers and its not like the mainstream media/authorities/or schools are providing atequate harmreduction information

ps: if there is any bit of information/resource I should add anywhere, feel free to tell me!

Oh I left so many twists of this journey out, because this is already rant enough :')

Thank you!, that is a nice way to think of it <3

oki fine :'), I just felt bad because its off topic

thank you!

you should continue to assess the beliefs you hold

hm, I mean, after my libertarian phase, I shifted into individualist anarchism before I ultimately stopped giving a fuck about politics since there is nothing I can change.

A while afterwards I was still experiencing thoughts of self tought about my identity due to the things people I had looked up to were spouting but thankfully these thoughts left.

what kind of believes do you think I should watch out for?

1. keep community labeled NSFW

No worries!, considering the way I wrote it, I was already afraid that people would interpret it that way.

Although it still hurts and makes me sick to my stomach to think about.

you do you but my lexer(flex) is not helping me socialize, dumb unix jokes aside, lovely advice <3, I will definetly give that a try!

hihi~

im embarrassed how long it took me to understand your joke and I still knew the handbreak logo :,)

also that picture is cute <333, maybe community picture material?

hi!!!, sorry I just woke up and came to the realization that room discovery in spaces is broken on my server, I invited you to all rooms and added the room addresses to the space description :,)

I agree with your point on small software comps, issue is, I was still very unsure about my identity when I got hired, which is imo the only reason they took me, considering Im constantly disrespected, called by my deadname although I have made it clear I don't want to be and I constantly listen to my coworkers talk about the "insanity of gender politics" as most of them are in the age close to retiring, which didn't make it easy to actually learn to be myself

also wow you have alot of experience!! :o

I did not misgender other transpeople directly(there were none) so no, it does not count as harrassing a minority, it does count as gross hatespeach imo.

well besides it being a bad way to convice somebody

for me, it is not about wanting to and its not about childhood(I am an adult and I still strugle + am told what a awful person I am for wasting food), I have a small selection of gland foods I can eat in comfort, everything else is unbearable to eat, I don't refuse food because I don't want to be nice and just eat up, I refuse because It is painful to do and might vomit it all back up again

jellous, I also wan a weighted blanky :(

ooo I heard of that one... I might have seen a girl snort lines of it but that is besides the point :3

if you want I can add it, will also add the trevorproject link you provided! / I can also add you as a mod since you seam to be invested in this topic

My favorite!! ty for reposting <333