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The Meaning of Life

The Meaning of Life

When I was in primary school, I distinctly remember a dinner lady – who I also knew as the School’s lollipop lady – being assigned to supervise our classroom during lunch time. As we ate a packed lunch, we had that in the classroom as opposed to those in the cafeteria who opted for a warm, cooked meal. She decided to ignite some conversation amongst us, and went around one by one asking everyone what they wanted to be when they were older. Many serious answers were floated. There was a bit of banter as well. I remember one pupil saying he hoped to become a lawyer so he could sue another pupil – one of his mates. I reckon my answer then was to become a games’ designer. I had been playing around on scratch.mit.edu at the time. Interestingly enough, I didn’t miss the mark too much with me pursuing a career related to computers. Back then, it wasn’t a common ambition among my peers- now a lot has changed!

Throughout my life I had just thought “Programming – that’s what I am going to do!” and I didn’t really question it. I do have other interests and other things I could have enjoyed. Sometimes I wonder if I should have maybe re-thought my decades long ambition. But realistically, worrying about such things isn’t productive – I am in a good place now. Worrying about such things isn’t necessarily the meaning of life. So is my career the meaning of life? By no means!

Therefore do not be anxious, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all.

Matthew 6:31-32

If you were to die on a Wednesday, your job would be advertised by the following Monday. So spending too much time devoted to your career is not the meaning of life. Sure, a career is a wholesome and good thing to have – it can be used to help sustain yourself and loved ones, whether it be family or friends. But it’s merely a means to an end – not an end in itself.

Another alternative could be leaving a lasting legacy, and a legacy is good and well, but a legacy is what’s left after you die. Could that really be the meaning of your life if it’s only realised after your life has been extinguished? A legacy could only last so long. You’ll be forgotten by the time that the sun explodes. If that is the case then, what is meaning? Nothing could really significantly matter if it’s temporary. But if nothing has any meaning, then why do we strive for it? Why do we obey rules if nothing truly matters? Why do we do good? If everything is temporary and there is no meaning, outside of gut feeling, how do we objectively identify what is good and what is wrong?

I don’t know what conclusion this leads you to – but for me, I cannot simply settle or fathom that morality, life, and everything is subjective and meaningless. I don’t believe such a conclusion is even logical. Since morality is an objective reality, you can be moral without believing in it, but you certainly cannot have morality.

Life – something so meaningful is often cruelly extinguished. In this world we often see wars, conflicts, and crackdowns. Whether it is one person senselessly killed, or thousands, we know that it is wrong. And quite often we contribute towards this system by doing wrong ourselves. Whether it be a white lie, stealing someone, or cheating someone out of something, we contribute to the messed up situation of the world – one that is clearly built off of greed and hatred for one and other. No one can say that they are truly righteous.

So, what do these moral conclusions leave us with, that we are doomed? I don’t think so, because then you have to introduce a Perfect God into the picture.

One that is Perfectly Loving, but also Perfectly Just and Perfectly Merciful. Wouldn’t all of these things lead to a contradiction? What if this God would absorb the Justice onto Himself? That would fix this supposed paradox. But then – how could a Supreme God bear this justice, if designed for man? Couldn’t this paradox be fixed by this God becoming incarnate as a man, and bearing it Himself?. This is a path of logic that I was led down after the turn of the decade. There is more to it which convinced me – such as archaeological and historical evidence. But here, I was prompted on The Meaning of Life and this is my answer and reasoning to that prompt.

If it is well made and to the point, that is what I myself desired; I pray that it is a blessing to you. If it is poorly done and mediocre, that was the best I could do. But regardless, here answers what I believe to be the meaning of life:

Q: What is the chief end of man?A: Man's chief end is to glorify God, and to enjoy Him forever.

The Westminster Shorter Catechism (1947)

This entry was created as part of the Indieweb Blog Carnival for January 2026, hosted by @Jeremiah on jeremiahlee.com

#blogpost #essay #theology

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Contact details update

Contact details update

I have updated my contact info. My email is now [email protected], same with my XMPP address. My previous email is still active, however, my previous XMPP address ([email protected]) is now inactive, along with any other XMPP address on that subdomain. This was done in an aim to unify my online identity under a simple and standard format.

My PGP key should be available via Web Key Directory under that address.

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This site is now federated more widely.

This site is now federated more widely.

Thanks to lemmy-federate.com, this site is now federated more widely. Specifically across Lemmy instances. It should also be available more on Mastodon as part of Activitypub-Relays. lemmy-federate.com aims to have a similar effect- linking up smaller fediverse instances.

I would like to especially thank @iso for especially helping out with this, and getting it to work with my site.

#Lemmy #fediverse

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/Now – 09/07/2025

/Now – 09/07/2025

I am currently in England for the occasion of my sister’s wedding. I will remain here for ten days.

I have successfully completed my second year of studying a Bachelor’s Degree in Software Engineering at the University of Ulster.

I am currently looking for a placement for my third year.

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Open Source & Self Hosting – The critical importance of digital sovereignty in a changing world.

Open Source & Self Hosting – The critical importance of digital sovereignty in a changing world.

For the past decade or so, our corporate infrastructure here in Europe has been beholden to a few prominent tech companies – mainly based in the United States of America. Namely – Microsoft, Google and Amazon (For Amazon Web Services, if you were wondering!) However, I think it is safe to say that our once reliable friend ‘across the pond’ has become a little bit less reliable and more volatile as of late. If Amazon, Microsoft and/or Google suddenly were to bolster up a pricing plan or cut off services all of a sudden, chaos will ensue. The nature of the internet was designed to be open and decentralised- so why have we sleepwalked into 30% of our internet being operated by Amazon, 21% being operated by Microsoft and 12% operated by Google? And when it comes to corporate infrastructure, Microsoft Teams, Outlook and G-Suite are the most commonly used for office infrastructure. Shifting over web-hosting to more domestic markets would be a bit more straight forward, but our reliance on closed-source rented software is an issue. Not just for economic reasons and that of monopoly, but also an issue of national security.

In my own personal life, I have gradually been moving from corporate software to self-hosted when I get the time to do so. Some have proved trickier than others – such as Email. I still cannot reliably send email without it being marked as spam. I have been looking into an SMTP relay, but still haven’t gotten it set up yet. Even though that would rely on a third-party, it would still give me more independence.

A big one for me was Immich – Google Photos shut down it’s free plan a while ago, and I realised it was more economical for me to buy a 2 terabyte hard drive and to run Immich on it instead of buying the endless amount of upgrades that Google would require me to purchase, charged annually. If I needed more space, I could make a one-off purchase of a hard drive, and nobody could control my account except from me. I could also use that space to host other things I would like.

I also set up an XMPP service for fun as well. All of this is also handy if I were to choose to travel to a location where access to services such as Google are restricted- I am still able to keep friends and family updated over XMPP, back up my photos and videos as normal, and anything I want to post can be posted here.

There is no harm in investing in self hosted services with open source software. It would also create a lot more domestic jobs for people to manage and maintain such services if the industry were to shift in this direction!

#DigitalIndependence #FOSS #OpenSource #selfhost

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Tiananmen

Tiananmen

I visited Tiananmen Square and got to see the flag raising ceremony! The square is huge- around half a mile in length.

The exterior of the Great Hall of the People (The meeting place of the National People’s Congress of the People’s Republic of China – Essentially China’s equivalent of the Palace of Westminster)

The large obelisk shown is the Monument to the People’s Heroes – a large war memorial.

The flagpole with the flag fully raised – It appears they were conducting construction work on Tiananmen itself, as it’s covered in scaffolding.

#Beijing #China #Tiananmen #TiananmenSquare

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