My free and total testosterone levels are at 6ng/dL and my estradiol is at 464 pg/mL

After initially struggling to suppress my T and get my estrogen levels up looks I overshot it after switching to injections. I think the consensus is to keep estrogen at cis-woman levels which I think is 40-400.

Albeit a bit high, I'm excited to finally get here. I would like to keep it where I'm at but I'm not sure of my doctor will let me. I don't feel any issues that stand out to me so far. Is there anything I should be worried about? Would it be a bad idea to try to convince my doctor to keep me here if he wants to down titrate?

... as my brother? Staff at the gym that I've known for over a year didn't recognize me and accused me of being my brother and using my ID to get into the gym. I'll take it as a win lmao

Elon Musk's action are not his own and there are clear intentions behind them. They were planned over the last decade by Silicon Valley megalomaniacs, most notably Peter Theil (JD Vances mentor) with the intended goal of collapsing US democracy and replacing it with an autocratic system where its run like a corporation.

Elon is doing the dirty work and putting his face on it but there is a wider network of people behind it. His intended goal is not to cut government funding. It is to literally collapse the federal government.

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Not sure if I'm asking a question, or just ranting. I have conflicted feelings with bottom dysphoria. When I was in my late teens and early 20s I used to get pretty strong bottom dysphoria. I repressed it considerably and 'it went away' (lol). Sure a vagina would be great, but right now I don't care about tucking, or peeing standing or seeing the thing hang in between my legs while showering.

Sex, however, is a different story. Before transitioning I always was a dominant top. I thought it was what I wanted at least, but I'm starting to question how much I was just playing the role I was expected to play in a cis heteronormative relationship. I started moving away from that role in my relationship with my girlfriend once I started my transition, but today I was horny, like, testosterone horny and by God did I want to hold down my girlfriend and fuck the everloving daylights out of her. So that's what I did. The sex was great, soft, slow sensual and intimate, the orgasm was mmm, and the cuddling was lovely.

But after? I am unexpectedly dysphoric, my girly self feels like is gone and my mind feels like it regressed to the first couple weeks of my transition. What the fuck? Is it just the hormones? Or I just can't be a top now? How can the sex be this good only to be left reeling?

.....Anybody had similar experiences?