It took me over 15 minute to pee. The pain is horrible.

I can't treat it. I blame and hate my father but then it is also my fault.

I don't know whose fault it is.

I was born slightly retarded. Never felt i was back then, but life Humbles you.

I am almost 40, have so many ailments because i am a moron.

To be fair, they say it is executive function, but it is also my ethics, i don't deserve treatment.

I was born in uae, and I am from Iran.

I can't go back to Iran.

Uae will eventually deport me because of Donaldo Orango moron

If not this time, then next time.

The plan is to jump but i couldn't before.

I looked down and wanted to live.

If i could just have a county because i beverages mine now. A home in my name and a job i could find something.

I realized now that i could never be fast as a normal. Person but i could accept less pay and do some work.

I feel humiliated

My. Humanity taken. From me

The psin is horribly.

I just wish if someone would bring s gun and shot me in the skull because that's easier..i can't don't it myself.

This is not living, i am just breathing not alive