I’m 29, almost 30, and never had a boyfriend. I’m on like 20 dating apps and a lot of them don’t reply back or I get unmatched. A lot of them aren’t my type. But when I go to New York I see my type (gym rats) with someone who is bigger than them, they’re definitely feeders. But it’s not fair, I’m not fat, I workout I deserve a gym rat boyfriend who enjoys pop music and likes to get high. Like my standards aren’t high. Why is it so hard to get a boyfriend!?

Only guys that give me attention are guys I pay for (Rentmen). I want something real and not transactional. I also got banned on tinder and collective, and reddit so I can’t even meet guys there. It’s not fair I deserve a boyfriend.