It's not anxiousness for me, just plain ol' clownworld weariness.

Tis but a drop of water in an ocean.

I wake up everyday panicking as if I were a living in a war zone, heartrate is like through the roof.

(For context, am American, but I'm not white and wasn't born on US Soil, and I have no friends, and my evil family that could turn against me any moment, and no one to trust.)

Yeah but it certainly adds another log on the fire.

And it's those special logs from Back to the Future 3.

it just adds on I guess