It’s been two and a half years, and I still dream of my ex husband holding me
He treated me like shit. But I loved him. I still love him. I didn’t want the divorce. I thought I would die married to him. I thought we would be buried next to each other.
It still sears. I can’t even imagine another relationship. I want to be loved, I want to be held, but the idea of anyone but him doesn’t feel okay.
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You can do better and you deserve better.
Everyone grieves and recovers in their own way in their own time. My friend described it as worse than grieving a death.