I've spent my entire life giving to others and supporting others... and somehow feel incredibly empty.

I had a kid at 19. I had to give up my college career to take care of her. I've been taking care of my other kids for 35 years. I also support two separate families across two separate sides of the planet. Our youngest child still has 3 years of high school. Second to youngest is about to go to college. I've been running the families on my single income the whole time.

I've lost sight of what I enjoyed. If I ever do have time to myself, I can't really do much but sit and stare at the wall or try (and fail) to sleep.

But I think what OP is looking for is something dirty, which is often where my mind wanders when I can breathe, because I really love sex. I'll admit that I'm curious about getting pegged.

I agree with you. Burnout indeed.

Thank you for the advice and kind words. I've tried to make attempts at these things in the past but always get overcome by responsibilities. I'll take another crack at it and try to be more patient with myself.

Let's get back to the horny material, I derailed this long enough.

Indeed. I ran across this post at a time I was feeling quite exhausted about all this, and I felt safe enough to share here. That really makes this place great.

Oh... my... god... do I want to watch this (or participate)

Wow. I'm breathless. You gained a huge fan today.