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Slurs
Today someone screamed a slur at me in public for the third time. The 2 times before, they were just driving past, and I thought it was funny in a pathetic way. Today someone else walking in the middle of town screamed Fag at me. He had like a 13 year old kid with him. It felt so much worse than the other times.
How do you start relationships?
I realized I was poly around 2 years ago. For most of the time since then, I was with a partner that wanted to be poly, but just wasn't. Since breaking up, I've had a few hookups with a coworker, but didn't feel like continuing with them.
I currently have crushes on at least 4 different people, but I don't know how to do anything about them. I doubt most of them are open to polyamory, and I'm scared of seeming like a creep. What situations is it even ok to ask someone out?
I hate rule
I was about to make an emotional post, but this is something i actually want to right down first. Stupid rule made me have to actually post something instead of just discarding. I'll do the real post when i understand it
venting
apparently i did something that made some of my friends uncomfortable, and I've heard about it from two of them, but no one is saying what i actually did. I just read and replied to an insane wall of text, part of which was telling me i fucked up somehow and need to fix my behavior, but i literally have no idea how. i don't think i did anything wrong recently or that i jave talked about with the people affected. it kinda just feels like im being attacked for no reason, and im just a mix of confusion and anger because i dont knoww hat i did
just rewatched I Saw The TV Glow
i feel like nothing is real anymore
thinking about him 😔
I, John Brown, am now quite certain that the crimes of this guilty land will never be purged away but with blood. I had, as I now think, vainly flattered myself that without very much bloodshed it might be done.
eggs
Do people actually eat that many eggs???? Its wild that it's in the news so much. Why don't they just buy cheaper food until the prices go down?