No kidding

Couple of pushes and done. No matter how hard I concentrate.

Only when I'm high çn last for30 minutes or so.

Was thinking about circumcision but I feel old for that.

Tha la for the reply. I do like her. We a sharing laughs and fool around. (scaring and prank each other).

I am controlling myself as much as I can. Sometimes, when I got lost in my thoughts and doing porn in my mind with her, I simply end it thinking that doing so would just brake her and she would lose her bratty attitude that I like.

As you said there could be many possible reasons. But I am sure that controlling is not in them.

No therapist yet.

My wife is very strict about talking open about sex.

I never had siblings and I fear that this step-sis thing might tune up that sick image in my head. I have to remain calm and hold myself.

Probably post nut clarity will help.

I did try different type of condoms. Creams not so much.

I will look into the meditation part as I am sure it's mental related issue.

Thanks man! Appreciate it ♥️