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gatewaytapes·Hemi-sync Gateway Tapes bythemirrorqueen

fear and a holding pattern

The furthest I have gone is tape 7. I used to feel an innate connection to the universe that was lost after an accident; therefore I didn’t want to astral project so much as re-connect to the sense of the greater. However I got scared away from continuing the tapes as certain things started happening. I had not been doing the affirmation except for when it was explicitly included in the early tape(s). I don’t want to say what started happening but it has affected my sleep every morning since. I searched in another online forum to try to see if anyone had similar experiences, and read that fear needs to be overcome to proceed. I have thus been countering the happenings with thoughts of loved ones. This has helped me to be able to return to restarting the tapes, tape 4 and then 6. I have tried to place the happenings ‘in the box’ as well as do the affirmation each tape now, but the happenings continue albeit to a lesser extent. Should I wait til all happenings end to proceed? Can I just stay in a holding pattern of tape 1-7 meanwhile, since after completing a tape I feel good? Maybe no one knows but I’d appreciate the advice of someone further in.

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gatewaytapes·Hemi-sync Gateway Tapes byYellowtoOrange

thoughts on the energy conversion box

I read somewhere at that someone made their energy conversion box very small, which I tried to do as normally my one was huge, up to my waist.

The purpose for making it small maybe to tell your subconscious that your problems are small. I think looking at it that way helps.

Then I realised, why stop at putting your current issues into the box? Assuming that we are an eternal awareness inhabiting a temporary flash body with many thoughts and desires and fears associated with the human mind, why not imagine putting everything of the mind into the box?

So that's what I do now- I imagine a very small container, and imagine my issues, then mind, then body dissolving into a wave and getting sucked into the box, a bit like the final scene of raiders of the lost ark.

After doing this I imagine that I'm now my pure awareness, without the baggage of the human body or mind, and I feel lighter and the wave seem easier to do.

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