I may or may not have written the name in a paper again and again to see how it looked

My main signature was literally a scribble. When I changed my name I used my alternate "legible" signature as my old signature and just kept my scribble

Ooooh, I haven't even thought about that yet. I was already so damn giddy when I just put the new name under an email I wrote

yeah... my Name now flows :D

Damn. If I become a doctor, will it cancel things out and make my current handwriting acceptable?