Having a tough time with depression.
I might be losing myself.
I don't have suicidal thoughts, but I do think that my death would be welcome by me. Not existing is a comforting thought.
Life is fine, I just got a promotion, I have a small boy and a baby girl on the way.
Just got a new car, the old one was too old and too expensive to keep running.
I still can't feel right.
Till Shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath.
I'm right there with you but it helps me to think that death comes for us all and its our job just to make that chase as hard as possible. If it chases me maybe its harder to chase someone else.
Beautiful thought, will mind it a lot.