WE WERE BEST FRIENDS FOR OVER 3 YEARS THEN AS I WENT THROUGH HRT AND HE FOUND ME CUTER AND I STARTED TO FIND HIM CUTER AS TIME WENT ON AND NEXT THING I KNOW WE WERE MAKING OUT FOR LIKE 20 MINUTES IN HIS ROOM OH MY FUCK IEHUIGYATYHWGQATFWAGHEADDDDDDDFRDS HE GETS ME AND I GET HIM HE LOVES ME AND I LOVE HIM IT WASN'T EVEN WEIRD WE WERE ALONE AND WE BROKE THE TENSION AND WE GOT EXACTLY WHAT WE WANTED IT WAS SO HOT I LOVED IT HOLY SHIT HOW DID I GET HERE HOW DOES SOMETHING LIKE THIS EVEN HAPPEN IT'S NOT REAL IT'S TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE FUCK I'VE BEEN SO FUZZY AND WARM AND HAPPY ALL DAY JUST THINKIING ABOUT HIM I'M A GIRL AND I WAS MAKING OUT WITHTA CUTE BOY WHY IS THIS SO AFFIRMING EFKJLGSEHFKGTJU4ESRHUGILJJJIRUWHELIFLSDJFHFLSKF98JWE

:::spoiler p.s. I thought estrogen was supposed to kill drive... I genuinely thought I was just completely aroace before... but I guess the barrier was I needed to be happier generally and more confident in myself... :3 :::