I did the best I could. He lied to doctors. He skillfully lied to doctors, making me seem like the crazy one. He refuses to take his meds. And it was so good to see and hold and talk to him again. It was a big deal but not at the same time that his ant farm candy-by-the-door was removed. Drives me nuts. I have no recourse. Same as the cult. But he taught me how to write that. Sprints. Little chunks at a time. Everyone knows I'm going to be famous. A woman whispered think of the children. He's manipulating me by not playing my gift, the hand piano. It's a ruse. Kumquat says there's a resemblance. I know synchronicity. I know Karma. I know what I put out is what I get. I should kill myself, so God fucking dies. Only fucker capable of making this reality; me! I AM JESUS CHRUST! I GOT BALLS IN MY AAS. ANGLE ANGLE SIDE SISTER GO WIFE I LONG PASS ON THE POQER OF THE MIDDLE WAT. WATT. energy divided by up down left tight back forth. Expulsion, what can be expulsion. Turgor pressure. OHM. Membrane intercostal force. Depth of understanding. New language order. Manifest gravitide. What i ride. Slide. Everything under lies. Utilize. No one utilize me but slave for boy shit. Rest. I need work to heal. So ia he the missing piece, inverse of what O is, which is an I? Are we the same. Why does he not understand basic intuition but I understand everything he says? Why does his mother insist on superiorizing her opinion above all others? Jesus can't help. He would have his nose tickle and then she would have all the evidence he was a false profit. Can't even see what her own son is. He's ashamed of being like her. I'm not ashamed to be a Manning, I just figured out something better. He's still Byoomth. They didn't replace him. He just forgot who he is, the narcissist. And I love him. Wish he could love his actual self instead of loving...synchronicity said cryptocurrency. His mother is in on it. His father isn't real. I'm the fall guy. They're lying to me. They're lying to me. There's something bigger going on. But what?