Now my brain works. Qumquat says q, and now there's the Mario coin sound effect playing at subliminal levels. There is ABSOLUTELY some dopaminergic fuckery going on behind the scenes, as real as 9/11 was reel. When I was in the cult (Love School it was referred to in passing), they used oil changes and cheese cloths on me; operant and classical conditioning. Along with frog sounds being used to remind us to breathe, there was one time where I had to carry a Buddha statue up a mountain and the place I had to set it made the Zelda 64 small chest sound effect when it was in place.

This reprogrammed my dopaminergic pathways so playing video games was no longer fun. It was work, and if I was going to work, I decided I would be productive. Hence, 2k-7k words per day written by this thumb. But, this was not my only experience with sound-based manipulation. In Eugene, where they had city-wide wifi, there were odd humming sounds coming from the rooftops of tall buildings. I had the idea that they controlled the birds, which proved highly possible, but I think the most likely reason is that they were modifying mood.

When we were in California with the cult, or at least were controlled by this one Brazilian woman, Daniella, there were moments where the atmosphere, meaning the vibrations of the air around us, would shift dramatically, and my mood would tank. There was a lot of talk about HAARP, and there were people with the insignia in and around Lakeport, but we were fed a buncha bs from Daniella, amongst what was likely some good information to dispense.

Because this was where I learned to transcend normative sociocultural boundaries. The original goal was to become a pothead - festival cop - but really I was broken beyond measure, and so instead I continued on to be a crackhead - which is what Jesus was.

How else do you network with the fringe of culture is not with a reprogrammed pariah; a messiah, which is an easy enough product of social engineering, and thus prophecy is something dependent on statistical trends of archetypal proliferation within a culture.