We are unconsciously forced to “behave” while growing up, being ashamed of our vulnerability To fit in. THE SYSTEM THAT CAUSES THIS. IS OWNED BY PEOPLE THAT FUCK CHILDREN
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Simple words of expression like
Shy
Can't explain the mess you got me into
Society.
The emotions I don't share
The things you tell
Me to stop doing
Ways funny ways i want to be
People say
“Acting like children”
“Stop acting weird”
There is a silent law to be "kind" and abide by a social contract
That contract could possibly be, A FUCKING LIE
WHEN PEOPLE GET DRUNK, they all let loose, why do people also do drugs? Because we need to express those emotions with an excuse (sometimes i believe it isn’t just the substance) We need to learn how to express this on an emotional journey without substances.
BECAUSE WE AS HUMANS ARE EXTREMELY AFFECTED BY PEOPLE ENERGY
Money is always a struggle and it feels hard to have enough time to process our life and express ourselves, because not only when you are in a public setting or constantly forced to work a job with people who might be just as tired you submit yourself to a default “working voice”, That is stress, that stress causes bitterness, hence the bitterness feels hopeless because it might be a violent cycle that you’re told to TOLERATE.
THERE'S ENOUGH MONEY TO GO AROUND
ENOUGH TIME FOR YOU TO BE
YOU NO MATTER HOW OLD YOU ARE
It isn't just a you thing, the fact that sitting in a shopping mart looks weird, and the difference between feeling the tension of having to be “straight”
Effects everyone, because everyone is too tired that they have to be numb out of self defense
To preserve the people that may be uncomfortable from the same system, it isn’t even a kindness thing.
AND GUESS WHAT
THE PEOPLE THAT OWN ALL THE FUCKING MONEY
THAT HAVE ENOUGH FOR ALL OF US
CAUSING THIS BUTTERFLY REACTION
THAT MAKES EVERYONE TENSE AND NUMB
ARE LITERALLY FUCKING/HURTING CHILDREN.
YOU KNOW WHY?
BECAUSE THEY LOVE “INNOCENCE” GOD THESE PEOPLE DROOOOOLLL OVER IT
They feel like they loose it because all their relationships are so hollow. They all have to backstab each other, live in fear of blackmail and ETC.
Nothing they do is honest.
They built the world that way.
And are angry that they THINK they’ve lost something
So they believe that harming the “innocent” is raw and vulnerable in a twisted way, when its really just rage at the way they turned the world.
THEY ARE SO FUCKING INSECURE.
THEY MAKE OUR LIVING CLIMATE SO HARD TO HEAR YOURSELF TO THE POINT YOU HAVE TO FUCKING PROTECT YOUR (SELF)
End point
We are unconsciously forced to “behave” while growing up, being ashamed of our vulnerability
To fit in.
THE SYSTEM THAT CAUSES THIS.
IS OWNED BY PEOPLE THAT FUCK CHILDREN
So, everyone fucks children?
I think maybe you need to hang out with some more normal folks if you think this is SOP
No, I'm talking about people that own big corporations that own oil, corporations, raise prices, healthcare, start wars, use funds for wrong things and their own benefit at our expense, I don't think you're reading what I'm saying. My main issue was, Theres a social contract apparently that exists so that you don't disturb people around you wherever you go, TO ME as long as your not hurting anyone I don't see whats wrong with it. So I was wondering where the fuck did that social contract even come from, why do people get uncomfortable when you express "too much emotion", and then because of everything thats coming to light right now on what people with alot of money are using their money for, I connected the irony of living in the middle-class where if you express "too much emotion" you look weird, or theres an emphasis in society on avoiding "child-like" behavior, and I'm like, why do we care about limiting "child-like" behavior and oppressing our behavior when the people that control everything we own and live on are hurting kids its like, some weird connection there to me. A deeply gross feeling about the obsession with youth