From few months i (20M) have been masturbating on seeing my mom (40f) and she is not that good looking but she has a good thick figure in this age

I love when people masturbate and slut shame my mom and I also get close and touchy or hugging with her whenever I get the chance

Whenever I see her i get hard in no time seeing her figure and thinking about my friends comments on my mom whenever I show her to others all say she is hot and they will no chance to fuck her

Even I sometimes masturbate seeing her while she is sleeping alone in her and i stare her boobs and stomach most of the time when I am with her I feel wrong sometimes but I can't control myself because I am in love with her so much

It's my first confession here and I'll give more in future... !! Thnx to anybody reading this ..