Welcome back and in light of recent news
First off, has been a while, hello to everyone still here. I've had some personal problems lately (I have been curled up in a ball waiting for the world to end) but I'm here. I'd like to say the recent right wing shooting of a right wing figure by a right wing extremist is something we in no way condone (for legal purposes). Killing fascists is something my grandfather fought and died for yes, but...
Anyway. Recently got some what would be disturbing texts from my ex fiance telling me to kill myself about 30-40 times in a row before I blocked the number again. I'm not sure what prompted it. I know she's schizophrenic so probably just "forgot" to take her meds again. She's really not doing well from what I can gather and the fact that I am, pissed her off, still, years after she cheated on me. It's some nice karma, I have to be honest, I derive no small pleasure in knowing the cheating ass is miserable. And I'm scared for my family with all the recent governmental shit. But I have managed to keep the alcohol consumption down a lot so woo
I know this is a dead sub now but I hope if anyone ever needs a place to talk, I hope they'll still think of this. Thank you all for taking the time to read this little update thing.
Also scrolled far enough to see this on my front page! Much love to the people here <3
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Congrats on the low alcohol and the sweet nectar of ex envy.
Thanks! It actually means a lot to me. I was dumb and listened to her when she told me to kill myself at one point (still here obviously, thankfully), so it's nice to be able to just laugh and swipe her into the garbage where she belongs.
Damn that's a hell of a 180, proud of you my guy
Thankies. Yeah it took some self discovery and some personal growth but I'm glad for it. I was just lucky enough to have people who stuck with me through my "I'm going to be a raging asshole who lashes out at everyone" times lol . No one can be a lone island, as much as you try. Everybody needs somebody.
I'm glad you're still here.
Thank you, me too. I'm glad to have people who love me and I'm glad to have the chance to maybe help people who haven't been as lucky as I was to be born with supportive family. I wanted this to feel like a family (yes that means you have to work overtime) but it didn't really take off lol. But so long as this exists for people who need it, that's okay.