Retroactive fear
A person I've shared circles with and considered a friend for years, today said the quiet part out loud and spouted transphobia.
I feel like I'm experiencing years of retroactive fear for my proximity to her all at once and its incredibly overwhelming.
If anyone has any good vibes to send my way I'd be so grateful.
I'm sorry that you're experiencing this! It's completely normal to feel what you're feeling, and what you're going to feel about this relationship going forward.
Sending you the goodest of vibes! 💜
Oh, that's a sucky betrayal and I feel for you. Have a virtual hug <3